On the first day of 2009 I cried As soon as my dearest frd gave me a hug it just feel like I was released from the armament I collapsed When the thing finally came out like this, I realized that it was all my fault. I should not be so emotional should not share my depression to others I should not be so insecure should not always seek for security I am just a childish, negative, self-centred girl. I only care my happiness, my sadness and all the things which has impact on me I don't care others. It is for sure that I deserved to be alone but not in a relationship Things happened, & it's happened Unlike video tape, we cannot rewind and retake the action. I can't pretend not to know the facts I can't pretend all things back to normal It hurts, but I have learnt a lesson. I know more about myself. Abby is no longer the optimistic Abby. no longer the enthusiastic Abby. Anyway, Thank you for giving me so much Please don't be so narrow-minded just forgive what I did to you. I know it's hurt but life should continues By the way, Thank you all my friends. Thank you for all your support, even though you knew that was my fault. I love you all. | 
